December 18, 2006

Loving Annabelle

I recently saw this movie I'd heard so much talk over, Loving Annabelle written and directed by Katherine Brooks. For those who haven't seen it and don't like being told what happens, don't read this.

The story revolves around Annabelle Tillman (played by Erin Kelly), a head strong, free spirited, rebellious teen who pursues her teacher Simone Bradley (played by Diane Gaidry). Annabelle's a senator's daughter who can't seem to stay out of trouble. She's been sent to a girls Catholic school as a last resort before possibly ending up in military school. Here she meets Ms. Bradley and the two start forming a bond.

Annabelle's aggressive and relentless in her pursuit of Simone. She knows what she wants and sees no wrong in it. On the other hand, Simone struggles with falling for Annabelle and keeping her at arm's length. There's a lot of intense eye contact between the two and you certainly feel the attraction for one another as well as Simone's reluctance. Annabelle pushes Simone out of this "comfort zone" she'd created for herself...even though it wasn't that comfortable to begin with.

She'd been seeing and pretending to like this man, but the only person she desperately wanted to fool was herself. Does that mean Simone's uncomfortable with her sexuality? Quite possibly. Even so, I thought this whole charade was in reaction to the loss/death of her girlfriend (even though they never call her that) a few years before. You can make up your own mind as to why, but to me it feels like a rejection of herself based on her past experience. If she denies this part of herself, then she's "safe". Simone's just going through the motions with this man and there's no way she's going to get hurt in this relationship. People do stupid things when dealing with tradegy.

However, there comes a point when Simone can't deny her feelings anymore and surrenders to Annabelle in a passionate love scene. The movie ends the way it's supposed to end. Of course you'd want a happy ending (that's what alternate endings are for), but the fact is it's sort of illegal for teachers to sleep with their students.

Loving Annabelle's a good movie. Even though you know a teacher becoming involved with a student is wrong, there's something about the way it's presented that you end up rooting for them. Annabelle seems wise beyond her teen status. Never really portrayed as a child, she's the one doing all the chasing and Simone's the one fighting it away. Maybe it's all that. Plus, she's a senior and they get together almost at the end of the school year, so she's practically 18 anyway :P

Also, in the mist of this complicated relationship, the movie just seems calm to me. I don't know if I can explain that. The movie has these still moments, be it outside or in a building that are, peaceful and beautiful. All in all, I think it was well made, a great movie and definitely worth checking out.

IMDB: Loving Annabelle
Myspace: Loving Annabelle

Comments
41 comments have been posted.
Posted on December 26, 2006 at 1:09 PM
i never expected susy to be shy
Posted on December 26, 2006 at 1:12 PM

Shy...What?

Stez
Posted on December 27, 2006 at 5:57 PM
I think you're right about Simone's charade in response to the death of her gf. I'm sure her parents probably reacted really badly about Amanda, and as a result she stopped speaking to them when Amanda killed herself. Enter Simone's major guilt, plus being in the closet and having nowhere to funnel her anger/sorrow, so she bottles it all up, and soldiers on, and later just decides she's unable to fight the tide, and resigns to what everyone wants from her life but her.

Katherine Brooks ought to release this as a book, because I would *love* to see not only what happens after the end credits roll, but also Simone's backstory, because I think she was supposed to be a bit of a rebel once Amanda came onto the scene.
Posted on December 27, 2006 at 7:35 PM

It would be interesting to see Simone's backstory. All you know is that she's not close to her parents and there's major guilt there. Do they not accept Simone for who she is? Does it all tie into Amanda and her death? I think it all plays a part in shaping Simone's reality. It's like you said, she has no outlet and ends up trying to be something she's not.

And it's not just her parents. What part does her aunt, Mother Imaculata, play? It seems Simone is resentful or can't stand her. She's definitely an over-bearing force in her life. Ahhhh, Catholics and guilt go together like peanut butter and jelly :P Just kidding...but not really :)

With the ending, you are left wondering what happened next, but I think it ended appropriately. You can make up your own story as to what happened afterwards. Although I did like the alternate ending too.

Clay
Posted on January 19, 2007 at 11:13 AM
The DVDs here didn't provide the alternate ending so it was kinda upsetting to see the movie ending that way. I was rooting for the bot of them the whole way. Anyway, mind sharing what happened in the alternate ending? Thanks Suzy.
Posted on January 19, 2007 at 11:29 AM

Sure Clay, no problem. :) Where do live that the dvd didn't have the alternate ending? 

Well the alternate ending starts off with Annabelle driving down the highway. It's the same route you see her and Simone take when they go to the beach house. Annabelle stops at a gas station, gets a bottle of water and a snack. While she picks up a lighter, she looks over at the newspaper. She picks up the paper and reads the front page. It says "No Charges To Be Files In Teacher Student Sex Scandal". She smiles. Then cut back to more driving and smiling until she reaches the beach. She get out of the car and walks down this long staircase to Simone's house. All along in this ending the song she sang at the dance is playing in the background.  So, they end up together in the end even though you don't see Simone.

A nicer ending to the movie. :) In one of the blogs on the myspace page, Katherine explains that she wished she could've shot more of the ending. What was supposed to happen was Annabelle calling her mother and explaining that she's in love with Simone. Simone gets released, but with the condition that Annabelle doesn't see her again until she's 18 (which her bday was like in 2 weeks anyway). So we just got to see the trail end of it all. Still good though.

dia
Posted on August 7, 2007 at 6:32 PM
yeah, the "other" ending is a nicer one, but i must admit, some of the reason i like the movie is because the ending is "in touch with reality." as for simone's back story, i think she is a lot like annabelle. simone and amanda stole wine from the church. annabelle and her friends are getting drunk. they both lost their lovers and keep a necklace around their neck as a way to mourn and remember. even simone's aunt thinks they are like each other, "you should be able to control her because i was able to control you." the only big difference? simone is hiding for yourself and pain, while annabelle accepts both and is able to grow. learning her to emotionally older than simone. but back to the aunt, am i the only person that thinks there was something 'iffy' about her relationship with simone? and lastly, what book did simone give annabelle? and how come it was able to move annabelle to point to take off the prayer beads, but simone (who i am assuming has read it) is still wearing the cross? okay, imma stop now :) it's just that i love this movie.
Posted on August 15, 2007 at 9:08 PM
I think Simone and Mother Immaculata's relationship is supposed to look "iffy". Not in a sexual way, but there is tension there of another kind. Maybe one person wanting to be closer and the other just not letting them in sort of tension. It is weird though. As far as the book that Simone gives Annablle, I believe it was Conversations With God...or so I remember reading somewhere. I never read it so I have no idea about the book, but...the book, the gesture of giving to book, reaching out and feeling like someone relates to you are all answers as to why she took off the beads. Maybe it's a process of letting go, Annabelle was ready and Simone wasn't till later on. I don't know. :)
carla allentar
Posted on September 18, 2007 at 10:49 AM

yes   I think  simone  an mother imaculatas  relationship.   annabelel  is  new  student.

annabelle love   mrs  simonemrs   simone  look paty annabelle

annabbelle   composition  music love    mrs  simone.

simone  kiss   annabelle

 is beautiful muve  romantic

angie
Posted on September 18, 2007 at 10:58 AM

bueno  yo nunca  vi esta  pelicula  por  tv

 pero  sin  annabelle l es hija  de  una  senadora.   su madre  la lleva  a una  escuela  catolica  donde  esta  puras mujeres.

annabellle  conoce   a   la  senora  simone  que  es  su profesora.

simone   tenia  otra amante.

 cuando  simone   s ela  lleva    a la playa    casa    a  annabelel    simone le  toma una  foto  a  annabelle

 luego  annabelle  lee  la carta   que   es  de  simone

 simone  se  molesta por   tocar  sus  cosas

luego kat  le dice  a annabelle  . si va  a ir  al baile

que  la profesora  simone  va  a ir   y annabelle  le dice  a kat  no me molestes  no comentes . y  kat  dice

 wow   y  annabelel la empuja,  y kat  le pega    despues entra  mrs  simone  a  separarlas . 

mirs  simone  dice  a  annabella  

annabelle  espera   .

 annabelle  le dice    a  suteacher   no me  toques.  y simone  dice  dejame  verte luego se voltea   annabelle y simone le  mira  el cabello

simone  guarda  su  secreto.

 despues  cuando estan todos  en la ffiesta   annabelle  ve  a su   profe  con  un  hombre   bailando.

 annabelel  se pone  celoza     sale  a fumar

 luego el  hermano  de  kat  le dice  tienes  fuego. ella  dice  si    y le pregunta  tu eres  ehrmano de kat  el dice si.

 despues  anabelle  va a  su cuarto a   sacar  una cancion  que le compone  a su  simone.

 simone la mira  cantae. despues   simone  da la vuelta  y  cuando esta lloviendo

 annabelle    sale  y al mira y luego  simone  besa  a annabelle.

Posted on September 18, 2007 at 5:07 PM
Bueno si, eso es lo que pasa en la peli. :)  No creo que la esten dando por television todavia, pero el dvd salio ya hace tiempo.
angie
Posted on September 19, 2007 at 10:40 AM

si pues pero que bueno que es una esena  no es real.  pero suzy  sabes que me dio colera  deque kat se  acerca  ala madre  imaculada  a decirle    que esta preocupada  por la mrs  simone y  annabelle   kat es una perra  si no hubiera    dicho nada  nada hbiera pasado   la madre imaclada  entro  al cuarto de simone la vio con  annabele ,

pero  annabelle  no tubo la culpa d e enamorarse  de  simone que pena que la arrestaron  a somone my boyfriends say wow  hot kiis  one  student one  teacher ja pero kat  es una perra

angie
Posted on September 19, 2007 at 10:43 AM

kat muerete  porque  chismoceas  ala madre  imaculada   annabelle  no  tubo la  culpa  de e namorarse de su profesora y

simone no tubo culpa de besarce con annabelle odio a kat maldita

carla arllentar
Posted on September 19, 2007 at 10:55 AM

si pues  amiga anie    annabelle no tubo culpa  de enamorarse  de  simone  y simone  no tubo culpa  de besarce  con annabelle.

ellas dos gurdaron  su  secretos  . eso pas a pero en la vida  real si hay lesbianas  que se aman.

pero como tu dicces my friends kat  es bien chismosa   ella no hubiera  dicho nada  ala madre imaculada. pero lo dijo y la madre imaculada.

se  entero  que la  profesora  estubo  con annabelle asi es la pelicula

carla arllentar
Posted on September 19, 2007 at 10:59 AM

love love  and love  the moved  love

 good  job   simone  and  annabelle     your kiss  wow    annabelle  and  simone  look  and  smell

Posted on September 19, 2007 at 4:16 PM

La cosa es que Kat estaba celosa de Annabelle. A ella le gustaba ya y cuando Annabelle la rechaza lo unico que parece querer es vengarse. Por eso habla con Madre  Immaculata. El personaje de Kat es el tipo de persona que hacen las cosas antes de pensar. Es impulsiva y viendo su reaccion al final, de seguro no creia que arrestarian a Simone. Es una pena, pero asi es la vida. Aunque un final feliz hubiese sido bueno, este final es mas real y por eso me gusto.

luvBEGforever
Posted on September 25, 2007 at 2:05 AM
I luv, luv, luv this movie! Very sweet, my favorite part is when they are talking, sitting on the grass at school before they go to the beach AND of course the love scene.... wow *.*
Posted on September 27, 2007 at 6:14 PM
Good movie.
Posted on November 5, 2007 at 6:36 AM
This movie is my new obsession. I think it's just adorable! It's my favourite movie ever...i've watched it every day for like a week, lol.
Posted on November 5, 2007 at 6:58 PM
Yeah I can see how the movie can be addictive. I like the movie as a whole, but I really like the different scenery shots...landscapes. It looks very peaceful to me.
sinea
Posted on November 12, 2007 at 6:11 AM

la verdad es que es una pelicula que he podido ver mas de quince veces.... las miradas de annabell hacia simone son increiblemente intensas, y creo que son de las cosas mas importantes y esenciales en el desarrollo de la historia. Por otro lado creo que quedan muchos huecos sin resolver que sinceramente no creo que tengan tanta importancia como la que le damos los amantes de esta peli.

he leido bastantes comentarios acerca de la muerte de amanda y en mi opinion creo que cuando simone le dice a annabell que amanda murio hace unos años " yo lo entendi como murio para ella, no literalmente"  creo que en esa escena simone no quiere que annabell sepa que ella tambien es lesviana y es una manera de evitar el tema, simplemente creo que amanda dejó a simone y ella no lo ha superado.

Esto es solo mi opinion!

si alguien lee esto me gustaria que me recomendase peliculas parecidas a esta, y si quereis ver alguna vosotros, yo solo os puedo recomendar lost and delirious.

saludos

Posted on November 12, 2007 at 3:32 PM

Bueno Sinea, estoy contigo en que al principio Simone no quiere revelarse hacia Annabelle. Ella parece estar bastante insegura de ella misma y trata de rechazar/esconderse saliendo con un hombre.

Con el tema de Amanda, pues veo tu punto de vista y hace sentido. Aun asi entiendo que el final de Amanda fue ella quitandose la vida. Por lo menos yo infiero eso de la nota que dejo. Tambien en una entrevista recuerdo que Brooks se refirio a Amanda como la novia muerta.

Vi Lost and Delirious...hace mucho tiempo atras. Pero recomendar peliculas asi medias tragicas, pues no me viene nada a la mente. Hay 2 que han pasado mucho por cable con tema gay, pero son mas de comedia romanticas. "Imagine Me and You" y "Saving Face". 

Posted on December 2, 2007 at 10:02 AM
Well I wanted to say that I loved the film, although at first I didn't understand the alter. ending, I read your comment, and I understand now, It was a very interesting film to watch, a proper romantic film. :D x
Posted on December 17, 2007 at 8:48 PM
Glad I was able to help :)
Hannah
Posted on January 21, 2008 at 5:24 PM

I agree this movie rocks, but been looking online and finding scenes that arent on my copy of the DVD (US) or the added materials/deleted scenes.  What part is it when Annabelle in a white shirt takes a storming Simone into her arms and puts both her hands on the back of her head?  This movie is becoming my obsession :)

Posted on January 21, 2008 at 6:08 PM
Hannah, I have a feeling you're talking about a part of the ending...or atleast that's the only thing that comes to mind. I guess they shot a different scene when Simone gets arrested and instead of her giving her the beads, there's an embrace.
Dimitra
Posted on January 22, 2008 at 9:03 PM

Hello!

First of all I will tell you that I am from Norway, and my english is not perfekt:) But I`ll try my best to make you understand me.

I Love love love the movie. Its beautiful and tutching! I wounder-- for how long does Simone have to be in prison in Amerika? (In Norway the laws are very low, for a rape you can get only one year, etc) Because--In my head I think that they will still meet eachother after a long While, Annabelle is going to wait for Simone. I bet! Ah, so romantic! The whole story is wounderful. And it seems so real between the two actress. Even thougt they both say that they are straight in real life I don`t belive it;) Haha.    

Posted on January 23, 2008 at 4:35 PM

Dimitra :)
Well, actual laws on this sort of crime, I don't know much about. As far as the movie goes, well, it was said that Simone didn't spend that much time in jail. You see that in the alternate ending....but Katherine Brooks discussed that what she wanted to show was that Annabelle talks to her mother and tells her how much she loves Simone. Her mother being a Senator uses her connections to get her out of jail with the condition that they don't see each other until Annabelle turns 18. And in the alternate ending you see Annabeel driving to the beach house...so you know they're together again.

Hannah
Posted on January 23, 2008 at 8:52 PM

... And the whole of the Loving Annabelle following can live happily and safe in that knowledge!  Good to see I'm not the only one who is addicted haha.  The ending bothered me for a very long time!  Thanks for your info.

Dimitra
Posted on January 24, 2008 at 8:08 PM

Yes, the alternate ending is also good. I get sutch a peaceful feeling knowing they got together in the end. It melts my heart, and I just have to smile when I think about them.. so Hanna-- you`re absolotly not the only one who is addicted to this movie:D I just cant wait till the movie`s in my home in about a week..;)  I would by the way have done the exact same thing as Simone I think, if it were love I mean:) Ah, so nice and romantic..:)

Posted on January 24, 2008 at 8:15 PM
Well, I don't know....for me I've said before that I liked the way it ended. It's a real-life type ending. Anyone in the same position Simone was in, would go to jail. It does bug you a bit, but overall I think it's the right one for the story. Bonus on the alt. ending of course :)
Dimitra
Posted on January 24, 2008 at 8:52 PM

Yes-- of course. But she isn`t in jail for a lifetime I hope, and then I think that they will meet eachother no matter what in the future some time:) Alternate ending or not, I think that they meet again. But.. who knows... I like both of the endings, in two different ways

Posted on January 24, 2008 at 8:56 PM
Yeah, you're right. They're both good. People always continue thinking what would happen next after any movie ends. I just meant that even if there hadn't been an alt. ending, that the movie ending was the right one.
Anonymous
Posted on January 24, 2008 at 9:05 PM

I agree:)

Good night... it`s one three a clock in the night in Norway. Bed time now! I guess I will write her from a time to anthother in the future:)

josephine
Posted on February 6, 2008 at 5:47 AM
I thought the movie was fantastic, it could not have been played by two better or more atractive woman. The love scene was very believable and the wait was worth it.
Posted on February 7, 2008 at 3:06 PM

Good movie. Haven't seen it in a while, maybe it's time for a viewing.
"...the wait was worth it"....I guess I just assume that it's been out everywhere by now. :)

josephine
Posted on February 10, 2008 at 11:14 AM

when i said it was worth the wait i meant the love scene in the film, they build it up and it happens when it should xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Posted on February 11, 2008 at 10:07 PM
Oh ok. :)
stephanie
Posted on March 13, 2008 at 4:42 AM

i love thisw moviee..

i watched it online but the end didnt load! pissed....

i wish they would of stayed together it was a great movie...anybody know of anyother good lesbian movies?

Kata
Posted on April 20, 2008 at 4:46 AM
I love this film :$
Anonymous
Posted on April 28, 2008 at 8:03 PM

Other good movies...well, there's Tipping The Velvet, Fingersmith, Better Than Chocolate, Aimee & Jaguar, D.E.B.S., Lost and Delirious, Boys Don't Cry, But I'm A Cheerleader, The Gymnast, Imagine Me & You...

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